Strange

Have you ever had one of those days that resist explanation? What started as a good day quickly became a strange day.... where in the world did THAT mood come from? Is it stress? Is it age-related? Is it gender-related? What the heck?

So, I'm going along pretty good in the morning, tired but not exhausted. Did have a busy last week and weekend, though, and perhaps that did play into my mood. Mood went strange very quickly... what is being held inside that I am not aware of? Feelings of inadequacy? feelings of being nonproductive? guilt? what?

I suspect that my adult self is saying to my child self, Hey get with it. You have stuff to do. Quit wasting time. Be productive. Do. Do. Do. You know that to-do list is getting awfully long. I can hear my inner self pounding away at me. Okay. Okay. I'm working at it.

Somedays all I want to do is be the very best I can be for God; and other days all I want to do is sleep. Is it possible to have some balance?

Okay, done venting for the day! I sure am glad that God works through me in spite of me, and I sure am glad that I have coworkers who are understanding. May today be a better day!