Wednesday, April 23, 2008

HOW GOD IS LIKE A TRAPEZE ARTIST

What does it look like to wait with patient trust?

Henri Nouwen gave us a picture of patient trust not long before he died in 1996. Writing about some trapeze artists who became good friends of his, he explained that there is a very special relationship between the flyer and catcher…

As the flyer is swinging high above the crowd, the moment comes when he lets go of the trapeze, when he arcs out into the air. For that moment, which must feel like an eternity, the flyer is suspended in nothingness. It is too late to reach back for the trapeze. There is no going back now. However, it is too soon to be grasped by the one who will catch him. He cannot accelerate the catch. In that moment, his job is to be as still and motionless as he can.

"The flyer must never try to catch the catcher," the trapeze artist told Nouwen. "He must wait in absolute trust. The catcher will catch him. But he must wait. His job is not to flail about in anxiety. In fact, if he does, it could kill him. His job is to be still. To wait. And to wait is the hardest work of all."

You may be in that very vulnerable moment right now -- you have let go of what God has called you to let go of, but can't feel God's other hand catching you yet. Will you wait in absolute trust? Will you be patient? Waiting requires patient trust.

-- John Ortberg in If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat

2 comments:

cindy a. larson said...

I understand this blog so well.
I have now come off of the high that was the walk and now I am wondering where my footing is. I know that Aug. will see an end to my service here, I know I have to let it go....Wow, I can so relate to this. I fight back tears today just thinking ahead and feeling scared.
Thanks for he encouragement.

Jason Bowker said...

What a great metaphor for the life of faith! Nouwen is a fantastic writer. His books have meant so much to me.